Its easy to laugh in the summer time, its easy to smile when everything goes right in your life, all of these things make you feel alive, i see the joy when i look into your eyes, but when the clouds come around will you ever truly be there, and will you still have a smile even nobody else cares?
Never lie, steal, cheat or drink. But if you must lie, lie in the arms of the one you love. If you must steal, steal away from bad company. If you must cheat, cheat death. And if you must drink, drink in the moments that take your breath away.
I'm attracted to the way you talk to me, the way you make me think about you on the daily, the way we can talk about anything, we can mess around and be ourselves, remind me how much you love me. Looks were only the first thing that caught my attention, but the way you know how to make me feel good about myself, is what pulled me in.
Is the person who loved you, made you cry, fucked you over, hated you, made you sad, made you feel like no other, made you feel like you were the most special couple in the world, the one that would tell his/her friends ”That’s my girl/ boy“, the one that made you go through everything that was possibly good AND bad, the one that you still love up til now.
Hmm, I’m always catching myself saying this. I only wish it was true. I wish I could say “I’m over you” & not be lying.
You treat me like shit & I’m CONSTANTLY catching you in lies, although I NEVER confront you about them. You’re constantly talking to other girls, & flirting with them like hell. I don’t know why I didn’t realize it sooner, like before I feel for you “/
It seems like the only reason you like me is to “get some” (& no not like thaaaat!) but yeaaaah. Ugh FML, I should’a listened to everyone from the beginning. Even though you treat me bad, I still get jealous when you’re flirting with other girls, knowing that you were once mine. You told me you changed your ways & that if I gave you a chance you’d prove it to me. I gave you a chance & you fucked me over. I’m giving you another chance, even though I REALLY shouldn’t.
I already know it’s not gonna work because obviously you HAVEN’T changed at all. & We hang out with TOTALLY different people. I know it’s not gonna work but everytime I tell youo that I get the response “Don’t say that. It will” -______________-