And stick with you through all your fucking bullshit. It’s kinda obvious that you shouldn’t even think about letting her go. because once you let her go, you’ll never find anyone like her. she’s a keeper.
They come into the back of your mind. That person will always be there. You can not simply forget about the feelings you had with that person. They might anger you, they might make you frustrated, they might make you sad. You might even end up hating them. But there’s a reason why you fell in love with them the first time. You never forget them. They might cross your mind from time to time.
You’ll never fall in love the same way. But, you will fall in love again.
I like playful relationships. I’ll call you a dumbass and a fag cause saying ‘babe’ all the time gets old. I’ll bite you. I’ll laugh at you. I’ll push your buttons just to see you get mad cause it’s cute. I’ll hit you playfully.. I’ll hold you from behind. I’ll make stupid faces with you. We’ll do stupid things.
I guess you guys aren’t my friends anymore. I’ll just call you an acquaintance. You guys go places without inviting me and whenever I go near you guys, you air me out. I have been replaced. Guess I’m going friend searching.
I know we’re all human & equal. But look, I’m a girl. A traditional girl at that. I believe in ladies first. I believe in being treated like a queen. Don’t get me wrong, i’ll treat you like my king, but ONLY if you treat me right FIRST.
Not fair? Too bad, so sad. This is how I been brought up & i’ll live by it. If you don’t treat me right, best believe someone else will.
That seems to be all I’m worth these days. Like I don’t deserve the truth. Isn’t there a saying "treat others the way you want to be treated" ? Cause well, I tell people straight up honest things because I know that’s what they DESERVE and what they’re WORTH. So shouldn’t I be getting the truth from others in return? Well no, obviously not because it seems like these past 2-3 weeks all YOU have been telling me is lie after lie after lie.
Tuesday May 17, 2011: ”Im not leading u on, we’re kinda going out already. U mean a lot to me and I know we’re not “going out” yet, but I dont see why not already”
I believed that, every single line of it. Sure I thought, this is tooo good to be true, but I believed it because it was exactly what I wanted to hear. I was happy we were finally on the same page and that you were finally expressing your feelings to me.
Wednesday May 18, 2011: "I know what I did was wrong but I just dont think its gonna work out, sorry. U’ll meet someone wayyy better than me"
What you said, EXACTLY. You know, I don’t understand how things could have changed that fast. & I didn’t even know what we had was THAT serious. We could have continued talking like we were these past couple of weeks and carried this into next school year, where it could’ve became something. But, no. You just want to throw in the towel like nothing, like you didn’t say what you did on Tuesday.
FYI TO ALL THE BOYS OUT THERE: Girls remember EVERYTHING you say. So choose your words very wisely.
And don’t think I don’t know you continuously look at me in period 4, or even the other day when we were both outside the band room because every single person I was with (about 7 people) told me you kept staring at me. But you know what, I’m done with you bullshit and all the immature games you played with me. You were absolutely 100% right when you said I’ll find someone way better than you, because it’s not that hard (:
& this is exactly what I told you on Wednesday May 18, 2011: “I’m not gonna miss these little dumbass games you’ve played with me these last 2 weeks but I am gonna miss you.” No matter how true that last part is, I don’t think I’d ever take you back.
Btw, you’re a senior now. Maybe you should grow up and start acting like one.